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1 – Meet me at our place“What a wonderful blue sky today” thought Daniel, looking at the cloudless sky above him. He thought he was very lucky, since it had been raining the entire week before. But that day the sun was shining brightly, warming the air around. He was enjoying that moment, while sitting under that tree. He had been sitting there for a while but wasn’t bored at all. He was – how could we describe that feeling – anxious and excited at the same time. He couldn’t believe he was about to see him again.Daniel had found this note under his door, “Meet me at our place, tomorrow, 2 p.m., Rich”. He really couldn’t believe he found that note. After some minutes he recovered from the shock and started to think whether to go or not. He hadn’t completely forgotten him, but he had tried to erase his memory about him. He knew he couldn’t, but he had pretended to have done it successfully. After all, he had come to hate him. The best and the worst time in his life.Daniel could never forget how they met. Or, rather, how Richard met him. At that bar, that night. Where could he actually go in that little town? The same places, the same people. He was needing something to drink. His life couldn’t have got any worse, in his mind. His job gone, a little money left, his father getting every day angrier and angrier, his girlfriend Michaela in New York, getting every day even more distant. He was feeling lost. Then, after the fifth beer, someone sat down next to him. It was Richard. He had seen him in the high school but had never got to talk to him. And then… Richard started talking to him. Daniel never understood why he started talking too. But it happened. Maybe because he was drunk, but… who cared?Richard was like an angel to Daniel in that dark period. They quickly became friends, began spending even more time together. They used to talk about everything, girls, sports, that stupid passion about old sci-fi movies they shared. Daniel stopped drinking, or better he stopped drinking alone. He had found a real drinking partner. But they drank together to be happy together, not to drown depression within alcohol. Richard even found him a job, in the same market store where he was working. Daniel felt like he was brought to a new life.Richard didn’t have any girlfriend, he was more like a womaniser, always chasing the next girl in the next bar. With some success, we could say, since he was a very nice and pleasant guy, with his dark hair and his blue eyes. Daniel had never been like that but began to admire Richard’s lifestyle and to do the same. They were perfect friends. Daniel’s girlfriend was still in New York and never got to know what Daniel did together with Richard. Now it was Daniel’s turn to get distant, and the more distant he got, the closer Michaela got again. But Daniel didn’t care very much. When she came back to their town to spend some time with him, he felt this time like a waste. He could be hanging out with Richard.Daniel didn’t tell Michaela very much about what he did together with Richard and she never said anything against him, even if she clearly didn’t like him very much. She didn’t understand whether it was Richard’s fault if Daniel was getting so distant.Over time Daniel and Richard got bored with their little countryside town and started to travel even further, to avoid the boring life of their birthplace. They used to have some fun in the nearby cities. They understood they loved these travels, where they might feel free.It happened during one of these “crazy” weekends. They were in Pittsburgh, enjoying their evening as they used to do.“An amazing but fruitless night” said Richard “but that’s enough for me, I’m quite drunk, I’m getting back to the motel”“You’re right, that’s a good time to have a little rest”.They got back to the motel and lay down on the bed. Daniel turned off the lights and turned to the other side. But he couldn’t sleep.“Aren’t you sleeping?” asked Richard. Daniel almost jolted.“You’ve scared me! I thought you were sleeping” said Daniel.“I can’t, it’s too hot” replied Richard.“I can’t too” said Daniel. Some minutes of silence followed, then Daniel said: “You know, Rich, you saved my life that night.”“That’s not the first time you tell me that, Dan,” said Richard “but I couldn’t be happier to have got in that bar and found that sad drunk guy. I’ve found somebody who can’t be replaced.”“Only because no girl can really make you fall in love” replied Daniel.“I said somebody who can’t be replaced, even by any girl” said Richard. Then he got closer to Daniel and kissed him. Daniel was totally surprised but didn’t move nor reject Richard. Richard went on him. He was taller and stronger than Daniel so he couldn’t move anymore. But Daniel didn’t move. He didn’t feel the need to do. He only answered by kissing him back. In a short time, they were completely naked, and they spent one of the most intense night ever spent together.In the morning Daniel woke up, still naked, close to Richard. He realised what he did that night and felt scared. He felt very frightened. He ran into the bathroom and threw up. Richard woke up by hearing him and ran into the bathroom too.“What’s going on, Dan?” shouted Richard.“Stay away from me, Rich, please” cried Daniel.“Why should I, I’ll help you” said Richard.Daniel tried to rebel, but to no avail. Richard was stronger than atakum escort him. He put him under the shower, let him cry, and thus brought him on the bed.“Luckily, it’s a hot summer or you would get cold in no time” said Richard.Daniel didn’t answer. He couldn’t say a word. He and Richard spent an hour, looking at each other, without saying anything.Then Daniel said: “I don’t know why that thing happened tonight, but you weren’t supposed to **** me”.“I didn’t **** you, you did what you wanted to do, as it seemed to me” replied Richard.“I told you that you were my saviour, why did you do this to me?” said Daniel.“Because I wanted, and I hoped you didn’t reject me. I was right, I saw. Wasn’t I?” answered Richard.“You weren’t, Rich, I promise you, that this is never going to happen again” shouted Daniel “I’m not gay, and if you want to be like this, it’s better if you find someone else to fuck with. Not me!”.Richard said nothing. Daniel went on: “You are my dearest friend, Rich, I can’t believe we had sex… that’s something terribly wrong. I’m feeling so confused. I only want to go home, now!”.Richard nodded without saying a word. They packed their bags and went back home. The travel was long and silent. Richard wanted to say something but couldn’t find the proper words. Daniel wanted to say something too, but the problem was the same. Richard turned on the radio, but they didn’t actually listen to it. When the car reached Daniel’s home, he got out and silently walk toward the door, but as he saw Richard waiting for him to get in, he walked back and told him:“Rich, listen to me, I don’t hate you; I only need some time to think, please, don’t call me and leave me alone, I’ll call you back.”Richard nodded and drove away. Daniel walked in his home. His father was watching TV and didn’t tell him anything. He went straight to his bedroom and lay down on the bed crying.The next day Daniel didn’t go to work. He had taken some days off. He called Michaela and she came right away to him. They spent those days together.On Saturday night Richard was closing the market store. He was often the last to go home, especially when Daniel wasn’t at work. He had just closed the door when he suddenly heard something behind him. He turned around and Daniel appeared from the darkness. Richard jolted.“You’ve scared me” said Richa
rd.“As you did to me last night” replied Daniel “can we talk alone?”Richard agreed, they took the car and went to an isolated car park. They stayed silent for quite a long time.“I promised I would call you back” said suddenly Daniel.“That wasn’t a problem” replied Richard “there was a lot of work to do this week. How were you in these days off?”“I spent some days with Michaela” said Daniel. Richard’s face seemed unaltered.“I hope everything is alright with her” he said.“Well, actually it’s not alright. I broke up with her” said, almost shivering, Daniel.“I’m sorry, Dan, I…”, but he couldn’t finish his sentence as Daniel turned to him and kissed him. They shared a long kiss. Then another, and another one. When they calmed down for a moment, Richard started to say:“Dan, I don’t know…”“Shut up, Rich,” interrupted him Daniel again, “that’s my turn now to talk. And to explain. I was shocked and couldn’t understand what had happened. But you were right, you didn’t **** me. I wanted to do it. I had been waiting for it since we met at that bar. I didn’t want to accept it. But I realised that this is what I want. You are the person I want to be together with. You saved me from one of the worst moments of my life. I beg you, save me again”.Richard didn’t answer, only kissed him again, and again. They got naked and had the same wonderful sex they had a week before. At the end Daniel said:“I may say I love you”.“I may say I’ll save you.” answered Richard.They began thus their relationship. As strong as they wanted, as passionate as they wished. As strange as they weren’t used to. They took advantage of every moment they could, at work, at home. Daniel’s father was a miner and he was often far from home. They used to sleep together while he was at work. After a while they discovered this place, at the edge of the wood outside the town, where they could lie undisturbed under these trees. Once they even fell asleep there and were scolded by their boss. They kept travelling to the nearby cities, but to spend some nights together.Daniel couldn’t be happier at first, and Richard seemed like that too. But they weren’t ready to tell the world about their love. After all, this little town wasn’t very open-minded. Rude miners and their descendants. The perfect iconic straight male. How could they accept this “deviated” relationship? Richard and Daniel had never even thought about telling someone. They felt like they couldn’t trust anyone. Sometimes they talked about it, about live more out in the open, but only when they travelled in the cities. And they too were suffering from the same mentality they were oppressed by, since they hid from everyone even when they were hundreds of miles from home.Then Daniel began sometimes to complain about their hidden relationship, but Richard rebuked him every time, and told him he didn’t absolutely want to tell anyone about him. He seemed irremovable. After all even Daniel was frightened of his father’s possible reaction, as he seemed totally opposed to atakum escort bayan gay people.One night they were together at Daniel’s place, when his father came back unexpectedly. He heard them while getting in. He rushed into his room like a rabid wolf and threw Richard out of his home. Then he beat Daniel and shouted him never to show himself again. Daniel gathered all his stuff, crying all his tears, and left.Richard hosted him for some days, telling his parents that Daniel had had a violent fight with his father and needed a new home. It wasn’t difficult for him to find a little apartment. But he had less money and they had to restrict their travels. At first this wasn’t an annoyance, since they had an apartment where to spend their time together. But, as time went by, Richard got increasingly annoyed by their limited occasions for travel. Daniel didn’t understand him, because Richard wanted to flee from their closed-minded town but when he suggested to leave and find another place to live together, he hardly rebuked Daniel for his “stupid” ideas.This strange situation put their relationship to the test. They began arguing, and Richard reacted every time in the same way: he disappeared, only to come back the next morning. Richard had never stopped being so crazy and had always vanished from time to time, but Daniel never worried so much about that. He knew his lover and let him go. But after those last harsh arguments he began to wonder what Richard did in these upset moments.After a quarrel, he decided to follow him. He followed him to the nearby town, saw him walk into a seedy bar. He waited outside, only to see him walk out of the bar together with two girls heading to a hotel.He came back to his apartment in tears and never slept all night long. The next morning, he didn’t go to work. Richard showed himself at his door at evening. Daniel let him in.“How are you, Dan? Are you still upset?” said Richard“Shut up, Rich, you may stop acting!” replied Daniel.“What are you talking about?” asked a surprised Richard.“Rich, I know what you did last night, where you went, those two girls…” said Daniel.“Did you follow me?” shouted Richard.“I was right to follow you. Otherwise I would have never found out the truth. Now I understand a lot about your behaviour. I have nothing to say about that. You’re disgusting. I think I don’t want to see you anymore!” said angrily Daniel.“Dan, please, listen to me” said Richard unexpectedly “I didn’t mean to hurt you. When I’m angry sometimes I can’t control myself. I needed to vent my anger.”“Rich, there’s only one thing I want to know: how long have you been cheating on me?” shouted Daniel, “and don’t lie to me, I would find out the truth anyway.”“Sometimes it happened. Sometimes I picked up some girls. Maybe I’m not able to resist to my old instincts. I don’t know how to tell you that I’m sorry.” answered Richard.Daniel burst into tears: “I love you, Rich, how can I stand your cheating? I love you more than anything else in the world”Richard burst into tears too: “I love you too, Dan, I cannot imagine a single day without you, please, I beg you, forgive me, I’ll never do that again, I promise”.Daniel stopped crying and said: “Get out now, please, I’ll call you back”.Richard left in tears. The next morning, he went to work but got a message at lunch time from Daniel: “Meet me at our place, 2 p.m.” At 2 o’clock he went to their place and saw a blanket with a note above: “Will you save me again?”. He cried:“Yes, I will, that’s what I want to do forever!”.Daniel appeared from behind the trees and kissed him. And they kissed and made love, as they had never made befor.They resumed their life together, even if still hidden from everyone. Daniel’s father, feeling deeply ashamed about his son’s “depravity”, never told anyone the real reason why he kicked his son out. Things kept on going well, but the same old problems resurfaced again after a while. They began again to argue, but if Richard tried to vanish again, Daniel showed himself more threatening than in the past.One night they argued more than ever, and Richard fled and disappeared. Daniel took his own car and tried to look for him. He searched in the same bar of the last time but couldn’t find him. He searched for him in many places but in vain. He passed near the car park where they had their second kiss. He saw Richard’s car. In the darkness. He couldn’t be wrong. He stopped and got off the car. He went closer until he saw him. With another guy.Richard saw him and got out the car, but he couldn’t stop him. Daniel had already run away. He drove home crying and shouting. He then calmed down and waited for Richard. He knew he would come very quickly. And, as he was expecting, the bell rang five minutes later.“Get away, Rich, I don’t want to see you anymore” shouted Daniel.“Please, let me in.” replied Richard.“No way, Dan, leave me alone, forever!” shouted Daniel again.“Open this fucking door or I’ll ki
ck it down!” shouted more loudly Richard, and really started kicking the door. He kicked the door so hard that Daniel feared he would completely break it, and he opened it.“I beg you, forgive me!” shouted Richard immediately but Daniel pushed him away in the car park in front of his house.“Go away, you bastard, leave me alone, get the fuck out of here!”“Please don’t tell such things, I escort atakum promise…” he kept on saying, touching Daniel’s shoulder. As he felt his touching, he grew so angry that he turned and punched him violently in the face. Far from being stunned by the punch, Richard instinctively reacted by punching Daniel in the nose and breaking it. Daniel fell to the ground, but he was so angry that he stood immediately up and attacked him back. They began fighting and shouting so loud that other people heard them and called the police. The police came and separated them. They never got to see or talk again this night. The following day they were released but they didn’t meet. The next morning Daniel got a message from Richard: “Meet me at our place. 2 p.m.”Daniel thought for a long time whether to go or not. In the end he decided to go. He arrived there earlier than Richard. He waited a bit, and Richard came. His face had somehow changed. There was something strange in him.“Dan, you know how much I love you; I don’t think I will be able to find someone else like you. But yesterday evening I understood that we can’t go on like that. It will be even worse. Every argument, every fight…”“Rich, I…” Daniel tried to interrupt him.“Let me talk, please, I know it’s only my decision, but it’s already taken. I gave my resignation one hour ago, and I’m leaving this place this evening.”“Are you really serious?” said Daniel.“I’ve never been so serious in my entire life. I need to change my life. I already felt the urge to do it, that’s why, I think, I’ve cheated on you. I don’t want to do it anymore.” continued Richard.“You can’t leave me like that, Rich”, said Daniel.“Yes, Dan, I can, and I will. That’s my own decision, but it will be the right one for you too. As time goes by, you will understand it.” replied Richard.“I can’t believe that” said in tears Daniel.“Bye, Dan, we might meet again in the future. I hope that I will find a different and better man, if it happens.”Richard turned around and went away. Daniel stood there, astonished and speechless. He couldn’t move. He couldn’t believe that, after two years together, everything was over, so easily. Then he burst into tears, shouting, kicking the trees, throwing stones at the horizon. Everything was to no avail.He came back to the town. He looked for Richard. But Richard had lied. He wouldn’t have left that evening. He had already left. Daniel searched for him in many places, in many towns and cities nearby, but he never found him. He had been looking for him for months, then he gave up. Daniel fell back in depression. He started to drink alcohol again. Maybe he hoped that Richard would come to save him again, but his lover never showed himself again in the bar. He was fired and spent all his last money in alcohol. Thus, he couldn’t pay his rent and left the apartment.Daniel then met a girl who was helping homeless people, Sarah. He was still good at dating a girl, and she fell in love with him. With her help he found again a job and could rent another apartment. They started living together. Daniel even reconciled with his father, who was so happy to see that his only son had “redeemed himself”. We could say that he was saved by her, but he never called her “my saviour”. He couldn’t. He developed a deep hate against Richard, and everything related to him. Daniel never talked again with Richard’s parents. He was rather deliberately avoiding them.Daniel’s life with Sarah was perfect. She was so loyal to him and happy. He seemed happy too. Only this feeling of deep hatred inside him was secretly obscuring his happiness. But Daniel never showed it outside. They were a happy and perfect couple, the real model family. She even got pregnant and they talked extensively about marriage, but she had an early miscarriage and lost their baby. As a couple, they never recovered and broke up in some months.Daniel felt destroyed for the loss of his baby but felt also like free from her. He knew, after all, that she wasn’t the person he really loved. He began to travel in the weekends in other cities and find guys in some clubs. He began to have some one-night stands. These encounters were actually sexually satisfying, and he kept having them for many nights. But Daniel got quickly tired of this easy sex. His internal darkness kept him unstable.Daniel decided to keep on working and waiting for something else to occur again in his life. And then, after eight years, this note. How could he get his new address? Certainly not from his father. Richard’s parents must have given it to him. He surely kept on asking them about him.The same place, the same hour. Why did Richard tell him to go there? What did he want from him? Why did he show himself again after so much time? His only real love was coming back to the town.“Might he be coming back for me?” he thought under the trees “I shouldn’t be thinking about that. Why am I feeling so excited inside? I hate him so much. I should punch him in the face right when he shows himself up. Who am I k**ding? I’ve never really hated him, I’ve always been in love with him since the first moment I saw him in that bar. My saviour…”Daniel read the note again: “Meet me at our place, tomorrow, 2 p.m., Rich”. He didn’t lay down a blanket. He didn’t write any sheet. He was here, sitting at the base of the tree. He came here one hour earlier. He didn’t know why. He was impatient to come here.A person appeared on the muddy path to this place. Only Richard knew that place. He had never talked to anyone else about it. It must have been Richard. He saw his dark hair approach. It was him.
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